Well, been off the blog for quite a long time. Backed again, but back in a gd mood. For the past wks, well, nth much to talk abt, jus work n rest n stuff.
Ytd was the worst day of all, finished work, waited for her call, didn't call, so thought wat happened, called her alot of time till in the end she called back. Be it she was angry or nt, jus feel tat she was pissed tat i've called her sister, called her mum to check wat's going on or anything happened, y nv pick up my call for so many times. Perhaps I'm jus being extra or think too much, in the end, she was jus bathing. Ended up quarrelling again.
Wat a nice situation to use for quarrelling, hang up my call, at tat time, I'm furious, like water boiling under 100 degree celsius. typed some idiotic msgs which most probably piss her even more. Haiz, I admit, sometimes I can really piss pple off. Waited for her call, nv call back, how nice, called her, say wanna slp. Haiz, obviously still angry, now I jus think tat's all the things I've done, be it right or wrong, jus leads my relationship to a full-stop. Who To Blame? Of Cos me, Harry. Harry who? Harry the odd one out.
I'm really feeling down right now, to the point whereby my heart really hurts, I'm jus a ball in pple's eye, a ball which pple kicks here n there, a ball tat do nt have it's own direction to head to. Haiz. I'll make sure I make myself disappear from all tis things, goodbye pple, goodbye~
Sry my love, I'm jus a person which I think hurt u more than I make u smile/happy, i jus dunoe wat to do when we quarrel. Haiz. I'm really lost now, really lost...Sry baby, really sry...